it's winter at last. Though still no snow

Who cares?

Fill myself empty, so many ideas - and no time. Suppose it's someone's joke : not so long ago I had a lot of time to make photoes, but no money for films.
no I am working hard, has enough money to feed myself and my family, and even ready to buy new camera, dosen of films but - no time.
it's hard here. You are always in a rush. In the morning you runrunrun to work (noisy metro, headache), then work, runrunrun home, hurryhurryhurry doing homework, sleep for 4 hours, runrunrun to University, runrunrun to work, sleep for 2 hours, rushrushrush homework... And it seems like there's no end. I even feel jealous for those, who has some free time)
I think it is vital to have an opportunity to "stand and stare". We lose life in a rush...

But that doesn't matter. I continue my evil job ]:-> - still managing a small group of talented people - designer, photographer and "some other guys". Never thought is will be so difficult - they are so easy to offend last quarrel was because I didn't like at all what Sergy done. It was not as really good job - 20 minutes with a break for 15 minutes of rest -, so the customer rejected. I asked to make some improvements, but Sergy started to cry and at last said "Try yourself". I did. The customer accepted work.
Suppose Serg will leave us Damn. I'm so tired. Where wasn't I right?

Wanna leave. Suppose in May I will go to Germany.